I’m done with your immaturity. I’m done with your excuses on why you act the way you do, because I call bullshit each and every time. I’m done with you telling me that we’ll talk about it, only to have you brush this same issue aside like you always do and act as if it never happened. I’m done with you acting stupid with me for absolutely no valid reasoning whatsoever. It’s time you own up and talk to my face instead of hiding behind your phone and ignoring me. I’m done with you until you take this seriously and actually treat this issue like it means something to you. Grow up and stop being a dumbass.
My hiatus from the dance community will soon be coming to an end. Last nights Ultimate Brawl competition was unbelievable. The amount of passion, heart, and love for dance. Each and every dancer made it apparent that - that stage was their home. Their comfort zone,and looking into all their eyes, I couldn’t help but long for that feeling of comfort again. This season has sadly come to a close, but with the start of the new season, it’s game time. Summer will be me getting back into the game. Training. Growing. Next season, it’s on. I’m back.
It has been confirmed that younger sibling has developed some sort of attraction to male specimen. Male specimen reciprocates affection. Initiate, older brother protective mode. Male specimen, prepare to have your dick chopped off. Commence mission.
I need to stop letting the smallest things disappoint me. Things have been too good to be true, thus I’m becoming greedy. Stay humble.
Letting a situation die down rather than talking it face to face with whomever it involves is probably one of the most naive decisions a human being can make. It never dies down. Sure, tensions loosen, and the feel for anger or bitterness isn’t necessarily always present, but they’re still there. Lingering. Lingering, leftover emotions that never got the closure they longed for. It never truly dies down; It just gets stowed away. Prolonged. In your absence, the emotions remain dormant. The moment we emerge face to face, it’s like a repeat of day one.
You say I’m the one that’s changing… However, have I really changed, or did I just not become the person you wanted me to be?